about & intent

peace! greetings earthlings!

this is place where she writes inconsequential things about random thoughts (just daily musings) in a very incoherent manner. yep, that’s her to the left indulgding into one of her newly found addictions (or so).

kauthar, an arabic origin derived from the stem word “kathrah” which signifies ‘abundanc’e or ‘a multitude’ [she knows it's spelled in a thousand different ways by a thousand different people-tell her something new? ;)  ] it’s a flowing river in Paradise which does not flow along a normal channel but, instead its banks are domes of pearl and its water is whiter than snow and sweeter than honey. “so turn to your Lord and sacrifice. a twenty three year old..okay, twenty four for being undeniable and she’s still counting..

she’s sooo in love with..

the sea and wide open spaces..

the grass…when it’s green…

the school…when it’s full..

her bro…watching him grow..

her niece…she’s sooo sweet!

she writes without exactly looking at the papers,
she types without exactly looking at the keyboar (but no, she’s no good at it)
watching little kids trying to follow their mama and baba performing prayers (she finds it way too cute!)
al-Aqsa Haram Asy-Syareef,
fresh village air and skies,
and IIUM’s mosque!!

she had a normal childhood. she’s a daughter, an aunty of two and a sister to all.she attaches a great deal of importance to her family. islam. events in life have helped shaped her character both good things and bad things.but she believe these were destined to happen to her and as such it was impossible for her to avoid them and pray its made her alot stronger and firmer along the way.

she studied law and have mixed feelings about it *rolls up sleeves to save da world* as she fluctuates between career path.with alot of tragedy in the world today and hopefully someday to be able to do something about it.

she’s filled with short sentences and long pauses.she may talk a lot but she’s quiet. it confuses not only others but her own self too. is she that serious? not! she laugh(big),thanks to roommates she once had. they even thot of wanting da “old kauthar back!” she’s easily amused by things dead or alive. she find things to keep her amused when she’s at home.she has pet cats though in an ideal world she’d love  two pandas,a tiger for a pet.

she loves art but she ain’t artistic. she likes to think she may have creative flair but she doesn’t. oh she just loves art anyways! she hearts nature. autumn remains her favorite season. she likes to make a list of wishlist and wonders if it’ll ever happens. she wishes to travel ‘da world’, to the land of the prophets and places her foot in Palestine.she loves the sea and it’s serene calmness.the sun rise and the sun set.roadtrips would be nice. she’d bring home any lying shells+pebbles. she likes to see what grows on trees. cameras and photograhy. she loves rain and watch it drops. she loves oranges and squashes limes in tea. no she doesn’t have a favourite color. she likes them all depending on what they are on,just like the rainbow.

she’s also  good at being curious. she thinks driving is therapeutic.but not so meditating so she prefers green on traffic lights.bipolar opinion,it happens. she recalls her sis saying she cleans like a maniac,and as she sings with the vacuum. she may give a false impression of being calm and collected and she somehow believes that the floor is bouncy,it really is!

so now she finally has a place to babble without boring an ear..

she wishes everyone beautiful days!

as she cruises along the way,who’ll walk with her this endless path?


3 Responses to “about & intent”

  1. Salaamalayik sadeeqatil mahbubah, Well one thing is for sure, selagi masih ada hayat, selagi hayat dikandung badan, your old fren will surely be by your side to accompany you. yeaa..just imagine, sekiranya dipanjangkan umur oleh Allah, dan kita panjatkan doa agar umur DIBERKATI, we’ll tread life’s path together until we’re old grannies, lol.. and by then its our turn to watch our grandchildren walk down the aisle of Life

    MashaAllah, kaotsmefren your blog presentation really says YOU..!! the theme and colours and all..especially those whitish-bluish and green lime dangling flower like thing at the top left corner..ha-ha-haa lol punya la berjela description. yeler cause i cant quite make out what it is, but having it berlatarkan this dark brownish colour,i just have to say that it just screams KAUTHAR.

    Kay moga thabat hati melalui ranjau kehidupan yang sementara ini.

    Kay, ilalliqo..
    Ma’salaama

  2. Salaam alayk

    Hey what happened..whats with the sudden change..?so no more whitish turqoise lime green dangling flowers huh.. :D

  3. Salaam alayk.

    Hoho what happened..?why the sudden change..? :D so no more whitish bluish lime green dangling flowers huh..nevertheless, this new taste also says you from another angle..
    Keep sharing thoughts on Life. Moga thabat menuju keredhaanNya

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